I have been teaching for more than/over ten years. Once I wanted further education,  I gived up. I found out that
I have no materials /resources against these young blood. But i  didn't create any advantages  on my teaching at that moment. I LOST MY heart. I think weather i should  spend my last life with wandering. NOw I HAVE a child. I FIND i should love my students just like love my boy. I WORK HARD AND HARD. Now I FIND happiness in my job. You can enjoy yourselves when you live with love. That's true. I beleve happiness is in your heart.

   TEACHING MAY NOT BRING you anything more. Perhaps it's just a job, which suport you bread. Teaching may bring you too much troubles/worry. How to find happiness in it. only Depend yourself. SO WHY WE call education means conscience.

Teaching is a long hard work for most of teachers who has a certain of responsibility. EVERDAY after hard work to go home. i will get into the sleeping very soon. I HAVE A SON WHO stduies at Grade 2. For his i look care less, but for my students ,i give much more. I FELL guilty for my wife. I often blame her for his duty on our child. I often force some emotions to her. I feel too tired.NOTHING CAN COMFORTme ,just depend on yourself. sometimes I thinks  what i have been doing. i lost my temper,i know it's wrong, but i can't be under the temper. recently, i've got a headache. it hurts me when i meet something terrible. i wants to adjust myself, however, if you choose this as your job, you lost many.  i see many colleagues falled down. they 've got a bad illness. the biggest reason is that too-much-working. so i hope every teacher healthy, much more important than anything else